whenever D is unwell, i'll become so frustrating, fall into deep sadness and finally, nothing else matter.and sometimes, i cries and blaming everything to my husband.
and yesternight was the time. Little D was having difficulty in breathing duo to flu. so i was there cuddling him to sleep and keep on asking F what should i do?untill..he become quite pressure.
and the last heartbreaking moment is, i still have to send him to the daycare. i-cries-a-million times as if i could end my career now.
what does it takes to be a good mother? i always questions myself until i found nothing else matters.except this small little creatures that took most room in my heart.you're such a sweetheart honey.
does stay at home taking care of the children makes me a good mum?
it is very downright perplexing.