After i successfully delivering my baby, i told my husband no baby anymore.i was in episotomy pain, hard to walk,aches all over my body and breast.God Please Forgive me.
i even couldn't get through my mind to post an entry about it.was it tooooooo traumatic?hahahaa..
welll...yess!nobody (included the docs and nurses) could touch me without hearing me half scream or resist.i was in major traumatic of my life.
i did some small reading on how to calm during the labour pain.but the labour pain itself..emmm..i hardly describe.but after i went through it im sooo proud myself for the great pain endured.looking back i could cracked some smile.plus i only took the gas to reduce the pain.no epidural.
why is there an unbearable pain?
i wish i know.sometimes, my naughty mind said, why can't the baby just come out painlessly? so it is easy for the mother and the baby to bond.right?
how to overcome the pain?
sadly, only time will tell!!!haha..i was in 5 hours of labour pain,and they placed the clock straight to the wall in front of me.looking at it every time contractions come doesnt help.
i read,i pray and i wish i was strong enough to not scream and stay calm..come on just let it go.the pain is worth to scream forrrr.screaming doesn't make you weak.hahaha.
looking back, 5 hours of labour pain was nothing compared to 20 hours claimed by my friends.
Goddd im feeling really grateful of the shortest time beared.