Pregnancy has brought me almost to the end. i will reach week 36 tomorrow. this journey, masyaallah,are so meaningful and remarkable for me (and F).i am speechless here, my heart are so full.
Baby so far, is doing greaaaatt. Getting very active by day and night. Mummy and daddy always wondering which look you will copied.hehe.
on the other side,mummy, always going ups and downs.one second i felt wayyyy better, another moment i felt very down and worried.my feet is puffy than ever, that i barely walk after few minutes in mall. gained 17 kilos guys *cries* now i know the fat-feeling.and now i know why people going over the board with slimming products.now i know T_T God forgive me.
above all, i feel loved by everybody. people offer me seat, i could have what i craving, i could take bigger space as i like, i could go overboard with my feeling (and people will say, its okay.you are preggy) and i could have my breakies in bed.haha.i am so mengada.
i rotate less attire nowadays that i totally broke up with my so trendy closet (kononnye). i wear the biggest clothes i could found. every morning i have to take deep breath and walkaway from the mirror.deep in my heart, wounded.