we had a serious conversation last nite or to be more exact a discussion which is can wrecked my brain.ok i am exaggerating.it is because im quite worry now and keep on thinking.
he said: another 2years.
i think:another 5 years.
kenape saya berfikir sangat jauh dan die berfikir sangat dekat?
walking down the aisle after 2 years.macam tu boleh?orang yang nak kawen lagi 2 tahun pun sedang mengalami wedding blue ini kan pulak yang nak kawen bulan december ni.haha tak de kaitan.but serious am afraid of wedding.
wedding is where two hearts become ones.carry more responsibilities..more commitment..more worries..more in duty..but heck who dun want to get marry?i dun want to grow older alone -__- i want to have kids.
after long talk with him i realizes how serious he thinks of us.our future.that is sweet and touched.blessed i suppose.he says "please give him time and be patient" as he knew im not in the patient lane.saya adalah orang yang palinag tak suke bersabar.tapi tibe2 jadi bersabar apabila bab wedding come accross.i dun mind at all.
am i not serious bout us?
i am truly serious.maybe im a bit shocked on our discussion and maybe a bit weird when myself get involved in such new topic.i kept on thinking what to reply in the middle of our talk.
mumble about 2 years..what will happen?i know we all plan.God also plan.tapi Allah telah tentukan sebaik-baik perancangan.what destined for us.but its not wrong to put our best effort and make things happen.
so pray for me!