be herself.self love.and alot of it.

ramadhan has making long way leaving us..and syawal is following it too.life went soo fast huh? i still remember how i had to forced myself to pray terawikh and recite Al- Quran. let make peace, and feel the now ;p  such us our deep love? yeah my boy! that little man take up such a massive place in my life. He is currently VERY VERY activate. one time during the *bedtimes chatting , he said "mummy, i don't want to sleep." what do you mean son? it was past 10 pm and your were still energised?what you made of? could gimme some? *(and about the bedtime story..i never read to him..i know its sound bad but i do talk to him and doing some old jokes or at least sing his fave song) handling toddler like him take a lot of patience . like if you are now having 1000kg of patience, you have to find another 10000000 kg!! its like digging moreeee and moreee good vibes in you HAHA sometimes you just have to make peace with your inner self, that toddler are definitely a GOD s...

Both Me and F always wanted to be on diet. For F it's of cos about losing up some weight (fat). he gained weight since ever we meet! me?i am naturally slender. i am 166cm , 46kg.i could be classified as thin or underweight.and last 2 weeks i shed another kilo.thats worrying me alot.some people even suggested to give that white coat profession a visit,which is unfavourable to me. who like to admit sick and voluntarily see doctor? so i believe myself is in good health.amin. i have another concern that scares me allies. my seafood and peanut allergic is going up  to another phase. thats worrying. last time i ate 2 prawn and i have redness on my face. luckily i am (quite) clever to overcome this mild situation.but the redness left some spot on my FACE.thats sooo cruel to bride to beeee!!!!!!!!! so there things goes. i am on diet from seafood and peanut for this 2 plussss weeks.plus i shud lower my intake in oil-base meal.whats left for me?only ...

did u saw Awal n Scha photoshoot for their pre wedding???you must see it!!! because...last time i almost bought exactly same kebaya!!!yes the white kebaya. i purposely called Fahmi at the office. me: dear do u remember the white Kebaya @ xxx shop.the one that i eager to almost-buy?? him: no..i don't..hehe me : do u Scha wearing it for their photoshoot??? him: oo really..luckily u didnt bought. nanti orang ckp awak tiru die. me: but that was last year. she just wearing it! him : yeah i know..but she's so popular. they will say u copied her me: -_________-" i am always like making small thing big. Happy weekend..btw..i am sick 

i don't have it. because? simple.i dun even know how to use it.i dun even master how to do the right thing once my left eye close,controlling the negative and positive balance, the composition the light the watever,I JUST don't know. see what i had done with his DSLR.i mean in term of taking pictures not erkkk..accidentally slip it from my hand (though i want to and see his REACTION..bahahaha) sile kan gelak T_T compare with theseeee: berenti gelak sekarang!