be herself.self love.and alot of it.

i got this one imaginary blog in mind actually..like everytime i was alone or driving or just day dreaming, i would have visualising i am writting and posting an entry. and never jotted down.finally when im about to write something i just lost my bloody ideas.i.hate.that. So 2 more sleeps and we are about to celebrate raya. its not that we doesnt welcome Ramadhan, but the peak of everything is raya.i found a posting on facebook stated that Ramadhan-month itself was a bit sad and envy of Syawal, because for the whole month of fasting people are talking and preparing for Syawal. is that the wise thinking or feeling? for me, Ramadhan Al Mubarak is a holy of the holy month.which is verrrryyyy much pahala given even for a sen of give away.it is a month where people go extra miles in doing deeds. but not to forget,this month also, we are extra tested.extra patience,extra courages extra in positivity are much needed. Like me and my little family.we got very big tests.i cringe and cr...

yes!!!!Eid Mubarak is coming less than 24 hrs.i am veryy veryyy much can't wait for tomorrow.dah pack baju. we will heading to Bangi , my parent in law house. all the family members will assemble there. i will move on Friday to see my parent. can't wait to see you guys.please2 save some ketupat and kuah kacang for me. for all of guys, i would like to apologize for my mistakes and wrong deeds. segala yang khilaf datang nye dari saya.drive safely.eat wisely.lets enjoy our raya. Selamat hari raya Maaf Zahir & Batin

first day raya  second day  lets this raya bring us thoughtful memories =) Selamat hari raya to all of you.

Raya is just around the corner bebeh!!!yesterday bosses gave angpau.thank you bos!!!knowing me, i straight away went to the semua house to buy top.i was thinking the shop might have a sale.yela hari raya kan.kedekut betul.rupe2 nye tiada. somehow..i was eyeing all the top shops there.i can say it is a second best choice.price range 79-100.quite cheapos rite.jumpe kedai2 ni sebab i pergi Osman untuk cari kain2 kwen hari tu la.i can say the quality is content.so i bought one purple top.i might come back after hari raya to get another one.hehe. nak cerita pasal butik..tapi malas pulak hehe.nanti la lepas raya. btw..im wishing all of you selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin.drive safely.have fun and be gorjes ya.

Finally, after so much torn, alhamdulilah im engage to Fahmi.doa-doa jodoh kami dipanjangkan.amin.the ceremony was held at my hometown Ipoh with so much love and support from family and friends. thanks alot to my much lovely parent and siblings!!!i owed u alot guys. i was tooooo hectic few days before 3 september.everything in detail must be done and organise included the flower on the table.pftttttt. and as usual, the photo haven't in my hand yet.this is all i grab from photog's fb.credit to Mursyidah Ismail & Hasrul Afendi.Thanks to bestie Erna for the mini cutie pelamin.juga takde gambar.so bergembira la dengan gamba yang sedia ada ni. selamat memakan-makan dengan byk.

selamat hari raya.maaf zahir batin.

alhamdulilah.syukur keatas hadrat ilahi. kite telah menjalankan ibadat puase ke hari 26.nak cite ape ye.ok la one by one. birthday Fahmi he was born on 27 Ogos (mine was 27 January hik3). in conjunction with the special day of beloved ones, i had plan a small celebration at Songket Restaurant at Jalan Yap Kwan Seng for berbuka puasa a week earlier becos of the time constraints.pftttt. Songket was cool.i fell in love with the enviroment at first.ala ala kawasan kampung yang serene tapi ade background KLCC.surau pun ade disediakan.credit to Songket. the varieties of malay cuisine were excellent.from pengat pisang to kambing bakar (his favorite) to dessert very much yummiessss.pengat pisang memang rasa mcm susu cmpur santan plus pisang yang manis plus segar sungguh menggugat iman nak pilih appertizer.  lauk pauk agak kurang pilihan.tapi mesti cuba laksa Johor.sgt tak memuakkan.adunan kuah lemak manis tambah asam skit.tatau la cara ape.hehe. ok la berbalik pada cerita birthday sa...

hai allies!!! im back and settle almost 50% of my engagement's draft.horayyyyy.a month to go.hopefully everything gonna be fine,insyaallah. how's ur ramadhan?im have yet started *ehem ehem* pity me.i already make myself excited a month a go.its ok la.i'll jump start later ok?so for now i still can grabbing some foods during day *look left and right* upon preparing my E-day,i realised so much things thay i've yet discover. you name it..from my atirre to food..owh Allah too many things that i dunno before.im at nil most of the time.but call yourself lucky if your partner are patience enough and listen to all the details that u whine about.im lucky too *hugh grin* but, becos ur other half so nice doesn't mean he keep being ones.remember that, he has a feeling too.spare some for him.stop bragging too much about your half-way made dress, the details of the pelamin, the decor of ur house.just make it simple in ur mind.and walk the talk.and of cos do pray to Allah. b...

bukan teman saya..tapi tolong teman saya.dah mintak aida teman saya ke rumah mak Fahmi.tak mungkin lah die nak teman saya kan.sob sob.kene pegi.last sekali jumpe mak die masa kakak die kawen tahun lepas.haha.tak ke sekejap tu.so dah hari raya ni kene la visit jugak.emmmm..Aida boleh kan teman.hehe.pleaseeee.nnti Fahmi belanja McD.bukan i tanak pegi sesorang tapi i segan laa.tak biase ngan mak die.so nak bagi biase kene la jumpe selalu (-_-)" hari ini pergi open house tak?tak larat la nak makan mcm paus (bek kata akak penol).so kalau dalam sehari ade 2,3 rumah saya aim nak makan dessert je.pudding ke.kek ke.agar-agar ke.tapi lagi la manis kan.nnti kencing manis.tapi semalam pukul 8.30 ade jemputan open house.9.30 majlis nikah.so mcm mane nak makan? dekat open house ade nasik tomato.marvellous ok.tak kan nak tengok tuan rumah dah jenuh pelawa (<-----alasan la tu) .jadi makan la jugak sikit. then pegi majlis nikah..aduhhh..terlambat.dorg dah bedal.tinggal bawang goreng je.mcm ma...

  ~~~~~Wishing u SELAMAT HARI RAYA ~~~~~~MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN just came back from my father's hometown.. just took my bath.. look in my face..still the very same girl who ocasionally has breakout.damn. the most vital thing is i will start carrying the workload again tomorrow since my CPU absence few days before raya.i got debt to be settle before the report came out and meeting and whatever.. have fun!!! eat.eat.eat