be herself.self love.and alot of it.

tomorrow i have exam.again.but i feel sad and emotional.boleh ke nak bangun esok pagi.this is horibble feeling.dear exam papers, please be nicer to me. wish me luck and pray for my success. amin

hi diary!!!i miss you!!auditors have go back, bosses aren't around BUT Unifi also gone. so what to do.i moving aorund updating my cabinet.and annnoyed Tasha by craking silly jokes. last weekend i went for the exam. the weather was cooooooollllll- rain heavily and i guess the room temperature was dropping below 0 degree.damn cold!i have to go outside in between papers to warm up (we had only 5 min breaks since we started late) and started to feel the ice as soon as i step in the hall. i took all the fat in my body to add up the heat inside my body. being skinny i am, i failed.i dragged myself most of the time think and write.i told myself to hang in there ecspecially during the essay paper.pftt. as ussual being super bimbotic the Questions were as ussual.and like always i did not manage to recall ALL my tiny memories to help me.i even late for my Math paper since they dun even announced how long will the break (the first break).i over take the break.Late for Math paper mean ...

i scored another exam under SPA.again.i want to highlight that i am not a very dedicated person when comes under exam since my last final exam in uni. plus i can easily frust.i was frust during my last time PTD exam.very.much.sad. i put my effort and du'a alot.but still the red line appeared when i checked on the website. maybe i should give moooooooreeeeeeeee effort this time? seriously, i dun know what to read.during Uni exam, it was pretty hard even when we already knew the scope covered.it will be damn hard when you dun even know the things that will be as an question.left alone answers.now i sound like giving up before try, am i? ********* today office look very lovely. everyone is in purple or pink hue.so cute.we have potluck.since most of the staff are from Nogori Sembilan,can u guest what my stomach feel now? omaigod..i drink cuppas of green tea.itu pun tak hilang pedih haku.i eat while crying. sodap tu memang sodap tapi den tahan podehhhhh..sobssss.. ****...

aku memang ditakdirkan untuk menjadi mathematican (wah!) maka aku selalu gagal menghasilkan karangan yang maha panjang dan bernas.contohnya entry2 aku yang pjg dan berisi ade korang jumpe? secara seriusnye,aku memang tak suke membaca.selalu kalau baca novel pun,aku skip2 and cari part yang best2 aje. pathetic. memandangkan hari sbtu ni exam PTD,dan korang tahu bahagian paling banyak markah dari mana?mahu tau?????? esei. dalam bentuk bm dan bi. aku.memang.masak.nanti. aku dapat tips yang rasanya agak berguna juga.iaitu memasukkan 5wives 1 husband. what when which why who how brilliant!i must be very happy now!hehe. sekian. p/s: GoodLuck untuk semua calon!!!!