be herself.self love.and alot of it.

i am at the stage 1 of releasing my stress hormone.it do feel good baby.i love,i hate,i m sick of job.we really have that strange relationship with my job apparently. and i really feel annoyed with the mixed feeling.how i wish i could apply "my work is my passion" mantra everyday.its not that i dun have any passion (or else the work can't be completed). maybe there are more like responsibility inside me.more like duty perhaps? i do always hv some little thought (that i'd shooed away), i wanted to change my 8 hours of working into something flexi hours or doing some other things out of my field.  i guess the most things that hold us back (especially me) is our own feeling, insecurity. yeah all the tycoon and big boys started with feeling insecurity about their business right. and as time passes, the insecurity in them turn the passion in themselves, turn into courages and thats essential in making sure the business keep on going. do i have that? (again and a

deep in my heart i lovvvvvveeee my blog.hehe.i really wanted to update about my wedding but hey i kind of miss my wedding day and Bali sooo much that i could not write well hehe.alasannnn. btw..apart from do the talking every day..we must have crucial financial budget.the strict ones.not the one that i used to when i was single heh.i mean it.so for a starter i google it and i can't seem to found the one that could guide us well. yes.i know the income and expenses part..but how about investment like insurance take part?like seriously, we can't predict future (tho Mayan calender say the end will becoming soonnnnn).with all those viruses and accidental happened right infront of my eyes, i could not just say no to insurance (or other type of investment) for the purpose of unpredictable future expenses. so now?i must go to buy a book.but which book?*sigh* so let do some homework for the financial starter. see u soon =)