be herself.self love.and alot of it.

i got this one imaginary blog in mind actually..like everytime i was alone or driving or just day dreaming, i would have visualising i am writting and posting an entry. and never jotted down.finally when im about to write something i just lost my bloody ideas.i.hate.that. So 2 more sleeps and we are about to celebrate raya. its not that we doesnt welcome Ramadhan, but the peak of everything is raya.i found a posting on facebook stated that Ramadhan-month itself was a bit sad and envy of Syawal, because for the whole month of fasting people are talking and preparing for Syawal. is that the wise thinking or feeling? for me, Ramadhan Al Mubarak is a holy of the holy month.which is verrrryyyy much pahala given even for a sen of give away.it is a month where people go extra miles in doing deeds. but not to forget,this month also, we are extra tested.extra patience,extra courages extra in positivity are much needed. Like me and my little family.we got very big tests.i cringe and cr...

Nampak nye ramadhan ini tidak membawa kite kepada acara penulisan secara mingguan yer.sama seperti tahun2 lepas. ramadhan yang sunyi haha. sebab penulis berasa tidak banyak yang perlu dikatakan.penulis sendiri pun tidak berada didalam keadaan yang stabil.hari2 perlu ke toilet untuk muntah ataupun perlu berehat setiap selang sejam dua.penulis tidak masak, hanya berehat, tidak boleh banyak berjalan.tidak juga menyediakan juadah hari raya.rase seperti kurang upaya.baju raya?belum siap jugak.tak tahu la ape nak jadi raya nieeee. tapi mengidam untuk membeli pump shoes nanti. makanan kegemaran juga seperti tiada.yang disukai hanyala manisan dan buah-buahan. penulis seperti tiada perasaan untuk makan. makan sebab terpaksa.  entry acara berbuka puasa menyusul. selamat berpuasa!!! lagi seminggu 

first time fasting as a wife first time fasting being a daughter in law first time fasting as a pregnant woman selamat bertarawikh esok dearies!!!!!! =) 

Salam Jumaat. today, after work,i hv to go back home soonest, strut our bags and lets go back to Ipoh.yayyyyy!!!!it has been a long while i haven't visit my family in Ipoh. promise will visit u many time in future. How time flies...nextweek, insyaallah we will welcome a holy month of Ramadhan.this year, mashaallah, is totally a different hat, Allah almighty has grant my wish =) do u remember last year how was sad circumstances for me when i had to sahur alone.fret not!I have F this year to sahur with.Alhamdulilah. to all of you, Salam Ramadhan. semoga di panjangkan umur, dilimpahkan rezeki yang halal dan semoga sentiasa berada dalam rahmat-Nya. aminn. happy weekend!

hallo blog.it is last week of ramadhan.we will celebarate Hari Raya nextweeeekkkk..insyaallah. i am so happy. maybe becos this is my last ramadhan as single?haha.not funnnyyy laa.i am happy becos of new clothes and foodie and meeting everyone that i miss.yehuuu.gonna pack my things soon.this year we will left Ipoh for Daddy's hometown.long time no see huh?i secretly miss u =* however duo to few conditions, i am unable to take long leave like before. just one day only sob sob sob.i will started working on thursday guys!!(i think i might sleep in the office hehe and bring my own kuih raya) on the wedding's note,alhamdulilah few arrangement have been confirmed! 1) pelamin design - ticked 2) make up &  accessories  - ticked 3) kad kawen - ticked 4) dulang hantaran - ticked 5) goodie bag - confirmed design on the other note,  we had past almost 8 months of 2012..another 4 months to go.hey NEW YEAR i can take a peek of u!  8 months past, i realizes ...

today is no joke.everything keeping loaded to my mind and hand untill i want to pengsan. trust me i will never ever could go back early as i wish.what to eat today????i dun want to berbuke alone inside this office. happy monday to u 2 -____-" btw selamat menjalani ibadah puasa =)

my bad, yesterday i just started puasa. this is the only last minute best time that i have.after Fahmi nagging me alot and alot until i could hear his voice whenever i am too lazy to wake up.hence the lack update?no i am practically busy as ussual.alhamdulilah i am better in term of health. wanna share with u guys bout gastric, but be patient =D this year, most of the things change. see from the wide side, i will be sahur and berbuka alone.no more Nora or Niza..there is Lita but she is non muslim.so what to say?  for sure this is my last time of fasting as a single and raya too.i spoke to F about this and he said, "ok lets be busy this raya and ignore each other" hehe.calm down man. i never ever let u be in such a peace.i will telling you all sort of whining ;p ramadan will be visited us soon. semoga dapat kite bertemu dengan nya lagi utk kuatkan lagi iman dan ibadat. to me, selamat berpuasa ganti sorg2. p/s: wedding progress?soon also heehe wassalam.

BISMILLAH  ( Dengan nama Allah) Barangsiapa membaca sebanyak 21 kali ketika hendak tidur, nescaya terpelihara dari godaan dan gangguan syaitan, dari bencana manusia dan jin, daripada kecurian dan kebakaran, dan daripada kematian terkejut.  Dan barangsiapa membaca sebanyak 50 kali diahadapan orang yang zalim, hinalah dan masuk ketakutan dalam hati si zalim serta naiklah keberanian dan kehebatan kepada pembaca. SURAH  AL -FATIHAH  (Pembukaan) Barangsiapa membacanya sebanyak 41 kali diantara sembahyang sunatnya, nescaya permintaannya di perkenankan, jika sakit lekas sembuh dan nescaya dikasihi oleh makhluk dan ditakuti oleh musuh. Barangsiapa membaca 20 kali sesudah tiap-tiap sembahyang fardhu, nescaya rezkinya dilapangkan oleh Tuhan dan bertambah baik keadaannya, serta bercahaya rohaninya. AYAT AL-KURSI (Kekuasaan Allah) Barangsiapa membacanya sekali selepas setiap sembahyang fardhu, nescaya terpelihara dari tipudaya dan ganguan syaitan. Deng...

first before going too far let make this things clear first: - CPU. checked - Job. checked - Digi Bill . checked. ok dah ok semua.rasa happy.tambah-tambah dapat bonus raya.lagi senyum lebar. alhamdulillah.berkat doa dan rezeki bulan ramadhan. hari ini mak buat kuih raya.tatau la ape nama die.tapi sedaaaaap sangat.rasa nak abis kan je.hehe.mak memang best.tapi agak terkilan sebab mak cakap nak buat sama2 masa cuti weekend.tapi sebab sebokkk bersopping mana lah ade masa nak uli tepung kan. so besok mak nak buat lagi sejenis.biskut makmur dan mama carries.so nanti u all dah ade anak-anak buat la dengan dorang.mesti rasa sangat gembira dapat buat sama2.sebab dari dulu pon kitaorang adik bradik buat biskut sama2 ngan mak.walaupon hangus tapi tetap rasa sedap.hehe. so ade dua hari lagi sebelum bercuti raya.mean khamis la saya start cuti.bored la.ade yang dah start cuti hari ni.tak pela nanti saya pun cuti jugak.u all pun sama i tau.so sama2 bercuti dan bergembire.

eh eh eh..bulan ramadhan dah ye?wa..sangat teruja sebenarnya.pejam celik pejam celik dah datang lagi ye.tadi seronok bergelak sakan sambil bangkitkan cerita bulan-bulan ramdhan dan tradisi-tradisi keluarga masing-masing.sangat kelakar ok tambah-tambah Family kak Shiela yang 'sape makan last kene basuh pinggan semua'.kalau saya konpem la sangat pandai mengelat.haha.bagus la saya ni kan =) ade yang waktu sahur jer nak makan ikan masin dan telur jer.nnti jangan sampai kene darah tinggi.hehe. kebiasaan keluarga saya?mesti la saya mintak mak buat pudding caramel sebab orang yang jual tu buat tak sedap caramel die tak cantik pulak tu mahal pulak tu.tak patot. biase nye semue orang akan dipakse oleh saya untuk mengemas meja makan.bagus lagii. tapi rasanye bulan puase ni saya dan adik nak buat kuih raya sendiri.bgus kan.sebab asyik beli je (-_-)" so bercadang nak buat mama carries,biskut makmur dan chipsmoreeee.. terliur la plak .jadi harap-harapnye jadi lah. sudah-sudah la cer...