be herself.self love.and alot of it.

for the past few weeks (or months) my favorite all time topic is all about being skinny, slim, slender or u named it.im kinda of obsessed.hahaha. F is immune already. all of my lifetime never encounter such issue.fat doesnt be so clingy last time. i could eat or wear watever i like without thinking how i may look like in the end.dun know what girdle/corset for!! dang!!! now the wheel has been moving around. this time the wheel of life hit me.i am abit chubby and dun fit into my skinny jeans after 3 months giving birth.and of cos i am quite stress about this.what happened for the last 44 days of confinement??was full blast on diet.but my chubby stick really clingy i told you.they attached to me like nobody business. so i make a move in order to archive target. 1) taking pills  2) drink alot of water (like 4 times alot than normal) 3)  exercise 4) carry Daniyel alot 5) eat fruits and veggies alot but the move dun likely been in short time..maybe ...