be herself.self love.and alot of it.

Salam hari ini hari isnin kan.wow!!what a wonderful feeling inside. rase bersinar2.hehe. baju kahwin dah siap!alhamdulillah. first fitting dah ok. i must accept the fact, nothing is perfect but hey i could say it an inch to perfect =) i fall in love at first sight and after. take a peek * * * * * left - baju sanding , upper right - nikah , below - resepsi kat rumah F. Happy monday!

salam i never tot in my life men facial is way easy peasy. if i found out this truth earlier, i dun have to run back and forth to find the perfect jacket for F. i can easily pick any facial thingy. i have learnt that there are only few steps in men daily facial.wash - tone - moisturiser.with added scrub once a week.in same bottle they even state 3 in 1 - wash/tone/moist!!!!walllaweh..i can even get ready in less that 10 minutes boy!no wonder guys can considered done so fast.i know their secret - is no secret.just a simple step.no pre-cleanse, no before serum, no primer, no mist. personally sat nearer the men's section, i notices there are only oily or dry skin. like women, we have very oily,oily, combination, dry, very dry and normal etc etc.their price ranges also bearable (for drugstore range).it does not burn ur purse blondies! there is one thing matter the most for me.i have checked for 2 products.something confusing me.in the same purpose - for example ...

i want to share with all of u on how i met F. there was no plan no drama initially.way back to Uni year, during semester break, i always chilled out my high school bestie, Erna.and just simple as that she introduced me to F and we hook up forever.hehe. yeah.thru mutual friends.our bestie.She studied architecture, with my F .3 of them become close friends (another one was a guy, who is Erna's husband now) F first sms was ever forgotten.i was in moody and abit breakdown when my then bf dumped me over another girl and claimed he wasn't pleaded guilty.nevermind.i am not Adele.I won't find someone like you ;p his sms,obviously i did not manage to keep, but i still remember it.and the sudden react i did, which is i never do if i dun know the number/s,i replied him. i was working in Ipoh back then, and he was in Kl. so we have this long distance relationship which make me more dramatic than ever. i feel all the insecurity would brought.things get worse when bot...

ade la kebelakangan ini penyakit terbaru.rase gerun pulak tengok daisy path tu kat blog sndiri.another 2 months ++?? how fast times flies.hewhewhew. btw, yesterday is the remarkable F's birthday.hehe.or i tot so.becos on normal basis i will get him anything that i fancy, but this time is vice versa. what he adores.its neither easier nor hard. and i am glad he loves it (of cos) and he was suprised.to dearie..Happy birthdaayyyy yaaa.i loves u and i always do.semoga cinta kita berpanjangan hingga ke syurga.amin. =*

cerpen dimulakan dengan tatapan gambar penulis dan lelaki yang tertido semasa bergambar. takpe i still love u.tehee..mereka berdua telah bersesak-sesak ke Pesta Buku di PWTC.sangat la meriah.  penulis telah berhenti di Booth warisan kerana tunangnya ingin melihat2 keadaan  booth. tetapi kerana penulis berasa sangat bosan maka penulis hanya berdiri disitu sahaja. tunang terchenta dengan tibe- menjerit keriangan kerana terjumpe Pyan Habib.maka mereka pun bergambar. penulis pule menjadi jurugambar -____-" asalkan kamu bahagia the crowd yang penulis rasakan paling sesak adalah di booth yang berwarna pink ni.akan tetapi penulis tidak ingat apakah namanye -_____-" rata-ratanya penulis sangat berpuas hati dengan kunjungan nye kali ni..kerana: 1) sangat banyak participant dr productions 2) ade aircond walaupun rasa tak rasa jewww 3) boleh beli dengan harga diskaun (<---------- favourite penulissss) bravo to the organizer!!! di akhiri dengan gambar m...

..ehem..testing new camera = ) Happy Friday..have a blast weekend!!

i scored another exam under SPA.again.i want to highlight that i am not a very dedicated person when comes under exam since my last final exam in uni. plus i can easily frust.i was frust during my last time PTD exam.very.much.sad. i put my effort and du'a alot.but still the red line appeared when i checked on the website. maybe i should give moooooooreeeeeeeee effort this time? seriously, i dun know what to read.during Uni exam, it was pretty hard even when we already knew the scope covered.it will be damn hard when you dun even know the things that will be as an question.left alone answers.now i sound like giving up before try, am i? ********* today office look very lovely. everyone is in purple or pink hue.so cute.we have potluck.since most of the staff are from Nogori Sembilan,can u guest what my stomach feel now? omaigod..i drink cuppas of green tea.itu pun tak hilang pedih haku.i eat while crying. sodap tu memang sodap tapi den tahan podehhhhh..sobssss.. ****...

my handphone is so brilliant nowaday.its has new function automatically added.it can on and offline itself plus go to silent mode whenever its feel like. last night was THE NIGHT.the handphone went offline by itself without i realised. bila sedar2 je rupa-rupanye i got alot of missed calls.haiyooooooo!!!you know, Fahmi was on the way to check what happened to me when i called him back. when the fact is i am fine and i am ordering MCd value dinner meal and argue with Nora why they still charging at the same price. im sorry darling,should take a good care of my hp now and forever.errrkkk i need new phone you see.can i?

When you feel cold and warm at the same time, When you read over the same line for the tenth time, When your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme, and when a simple name conquers your whole mind, then you are in deep trouble my friend. You are in what they call............. " LOVE " Our bestie Niza will get married in 10 days time. so we have all this takpercayalaakunakkawen-chat 24-7.she is younger than me. ehemmm i dun feel offended btw -___- "  as we are living together and she is the master cook in our kitchen..she will be dearly miss for sure. Niza..make sure come home sometime to cook dishes for me .i will wait.i promise!! and,i think because we talked alot about wedding, life and children (and scary MIL =O) i developed this one 1 kind of feeling that annoys me most of the nite.I MISS FAHMI MORE THAN USSUAL.period. i try to find some reasons: 1) he is showering me with lotsa gift and hug every day answer: NO 2) he lives wayyyyy far from me answer : i...

it was jammed when we had this touching conversation me : * mumbling on why so many car today* him : sayang me: *look at him him: is healthy makes you happy? me: yes.of course * confident harus lebih hehe him: whats define healthy? me: healthy in the way we are thinking and physically great.. him: * pause * its really subjective.for me though i am sick and tired, but when i look at your smilling face,i feel extremely happyyyyy.. me: * touching* happy monday allllll!!!!

alhamdulilah.syukur keatas hadrat ilahi. kite telah menjalankan ibadat puase ke hari 26.nak cite ape ye.ok la one by one. birthday Fahmi he was born on 27 Ogos (mine was 27 January hik3). in conjunction with the special day of beloved ones, i had plan a small celebration at Songket Restaurant at Jalan Yap Kwan Seng for berbuka puasa a week earlier becos of the time constraints.pftttt. Songket was cool.i fell in love with the enviroment at first.ala ala kawasan kampung yang serene tapi ade background KLCC.surau pun ade disediakan.credit to Songket. the varieties of malay cuisine were excellent.from pengat pisang to kambing bakar (his favorite) to dessert very much yummiessss.pengat pisang memang rasa mcm susu cmpur santan plus pisang yang manis plus segar sungguh menggugat iman nak pilih appertizer.  lauk pauk agak kurang pilihan.tapi mesti cuba laksa Johor.sgt tak memuakkan.adunan kuah lemak manis tambah asam skit.tatau la cara ape.hehe. ok la berbalik pada cerita birthday sa...

we had a big fight over nothing yesterday.becoz of my hot temper and the loveliness to make fuss over little thing. isn't little thing that count ? and i said something that hurt him.and hurt me too. we both hurted. we reconcile i still feeling guilty and im missing him now should i stop making fuss over nothing? *sigh

i saw one gorjes outfit online, save it and emailed to him. after an hour i did not get any reply.so i texted him. me: dah dapat email ke him: dah tapi tak sempat tgk la. i busy   ( ade aku kesah ;p) me: oooo..ok.. sejam lepas tu me: baju tu tak cantik ke kalau i pakai him: cantik tapi i tak bayang lagi u pakai me: bayang kan la.. him: i kat pc lain la me: *piss off lepas 5 minit me: i nak beli nanti u bayar apekah?  period mode really "make my day".

i was upstairs of my office.performed zohor prayer and whatnot.including some discussion.later when i came back at my cubicle i looked at my handphone. 6 miscalled 3 texts oh my god.why did he called me like 6 times?i was curious back then.was he misses me very muchos?haha.i gave a straight call anyway. me: i kat atas tadi.why? him:owh really?i tought your phone went missing.kene curi ke.. me:haaa?...* laugh loudy him:sebab u tak jawab pon * laughing too me:nooooo..i was upstairs la dearrrr.karang phone i hilang betoi2 u ganti balik.. him:*laughing isn't that so sweet.tengah-tengah kerje telefon saya.then bile tak angkat2 he make his assumption of my missing phone. dear don't acted that sweet again.nanti saya boleh kene diabetes tau. i love you too

sob.sob.today supposed to go to the branch office.purposely because they do open office.and guest what Zura told me they ordered cheese tart and fruit tart.so i can have them aloooooot.pity me the plan cancelled duo to workload and whatnot.bummerr!rasa nak buat kerje sambil menangis mengenangkan tak dapat telan cheese tart banyak-banyak.sob sob. i should have learn how to make perfect cheese tart.sob sob.sape nak aja.nanti tak jadi lagi sedih.sob sob. ok la abis sobs sobs.dah lama tak update kan.rasa kejang sikit.betol tak tipu.hehe.nak story pasal saya makan kat IKEA dulu eh bukan hari tu.rasa sedap yang amat.maybe sebab tengah bajet pon sama.but seresly no ones complain banyak dan makan jeeee...we both ate and enjoyed.thanks dear. food for both of us.tangan saya menyibok nak makan cake =) food lagi meatball plus the sauce and tatau ape name die yang kaler cokelat tu.yang kaler merah tu macam buah berry rase die.sedappp chicken wings.not very oily.infact semua maka...

do you know what is the main ingredient in order to make a beautiful perfect scrapbook?lotsa paper?tons of decorations?actually it is simple than you think.its your honesty that come from within.isn't that sound lame?lame or no lame still you have to put your trust on me. did you remember last ramadhan i mumble about starting my scrapbook for him?as a birthday present i stated.and i got stuck in the middle of my room with the recently bought papers,glue,scissors, ribbon and whatnot.everything were ready to use.but i dun even know how to get started.pity me. i was quite stress.and still push my heart to continue.unfortunately i failed.the only thing that i done when i had spend almost 2 hours was a logo of 25.was so tired back then.added the tension was i have to sit on the floor.dun have to mention the bellow feeling at my back bone and the muscles. that was it. suddenly i,after hari raya,i realized i haven't complete my scrapbook mission.T_T so i continue.tinggg!!!!i just...

im suppose to pay the debt to God today.nak ganti puase la.just left quite few days of syawal.minus all the Open house and small gathering i have to attend and EAT, lessen the numbers of days i cud fasting.before its too late i want to finish up my replacement of fasting.harap-harap la. yesterday i spoke to him and request him to awake me up,roughly 5 am.yes hardly wake up that early,so by calling me i really hope i cud easy peasy get up and sahur by myself.but boy i was wrong indeed!!i dun even heard the ringing of my phone left alone the ringing clock!duh i was awoke almost 7 o'clock.and noticed lots of miscalled and smses.sorry dear.i was errr...tidur mati.really sorrryyy. after stumbled at my desk 8 something i called him me: Morning dear! him: hai sayang! me: soryyyy.. bla..bla..bla..(making up tons of excuses) him: its ok. awak puasa tak? me:tak..hehe him: *silent a while ..eeeee terukk.. me: laughinggggg loudly him: tak pe la saya puase je.dah lama tak buat puasa enam. ...

Bubbly by Colbie Calliat Will you count me in? I've been awake for a while now you've got me feelin like a child now cause every time I see your bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose where ever it goes I always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go The rain is fallin on my window pane but we are hidin in a safer place under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm you give me feelins that I adore  It starts in my toes make me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go What am I gonna say when you make me feel this way I just........mmmmmm It starts in my toes make me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go I've been asleep for a while now You tucked me in just like a child n...

hai ols macam mane puase?ok?mine is so-so.puasa macam biasa tapi tak larat makan sangat time berbuke dan bersahur.tatau lah kenapa.rase nak tertido je.memang kuat tido kot. nasib baik la ade makan supplement.kalau tak pengsan. i can see someone birthday is coming.OMG.tak kan nak beli je then bagi kat die.nak yang ade sentimental value sikit.sebab hari tu dah dapat heart-melting-chocolate-strawberry.memang cair la saya.so its time to pay. thinking of some sort of hand made card.tapi mesti akan jadi buruk lah.sebab saya adalah orang yang tak berseni.dah tengok dah tutorial kat youtube adalah sikit2 idea tapi idea saya lame.haih.payah jugak tak kreatif nih.ingat nak buat macam scrapbook.tapi kad sekeping pon belum lulus tak kan nak buat buku seni pulak. dah dua jam pikir idea tadi baru dapat lukis lambang 25.yes he will turn 25 next friday.dah la tak dapat sambut sama2.sedih lagi.nak buat kad pun tak reti.jadi bagaimanakah.. tapi saya akan cube. selamat berpuase yang ke 13