be herself.self love.and alot of it.

hi peps!how is ur new year.hope urs is great and penuh dgn kesyukuran pada Allah s.w.t.bercakap pasal tahun baru kan, mesti u all ade encik azam kan?fine.i dun have any. sebab setiap tahun azam mcm memang hampir tiada melainkan bila pay day.haha.berazam nak simpan sikit dan joli2 selebihnya.bila banyak keje plak berazam nak siapkan cepat2 setiap bulan sebelum closing time dtg membunuh waktu rehat.bila balik rumah berazam nak masak untuk suami.bila weekend berazam nak buat cheese cake.kagum tk?hehe.sila kagumi saya. tapi tiba2 terpkir tak salah kalau ade azam tahun 2013.lets checkidaut azam tahun lepas....which is....nak enjoy kehidupan and.......i fail to do so.i feel stress and i cursed when bad things happened.tapi aku bertaubat lepas tu.hehe.and trying to learn from the bright side. 2013 punye azam ialah.....jeng jeng..NAK BERSENAM SETIAP HARI SABTU.wahahahahaha..gelak laaaa kuat2 hehe.tapi ini mcm terpanggil dah utk kembali bersenam.menguatkan otot dan stamina.tak salah kan k...

i always have secret wishes for my wedding gift. they once told me never tell anybody as it may not come true.but i just write rite?hehe 1) steam vacuum owh god!!how much do i need this and keep talking to myself that i need to owned one!so it is wayyyy better if i received this one as present.hehe. 2) necklace with my name i realllllly wants this since i was a kiddo.but mum doesn't permit me to do so.i dun even know why.maybe its does look like a nametag?fortunately, Mei Kim gave me as advance wedding gift ;p dream...do come true sometimes hehe 3) honeymoon package  in Venice!needless to say. 4) set of make up  can i regard this as wedding gift?F will confront me later.haha. 5) tree for bags u know??the tree-like to hang on your bags.awesome.must have it! I have been stressing alone lately.stress hormone came out from underneath haunting me.of cos its stressful and scary.i must update my wedding list now! btw next week will be the final week before i take l...

nowadays, i slept with my soon-to-be-wedding-dress-pictures. it just too hard when i have the pics in my phone.i keep staring whenever i have chance.so in case u bump over me, dun think i am texting,bcos i am not!!!hehe. since i bought the cloth for nikah and reception, i can't sleep properly. i keep thinking, where shud i send them?do the tailor fit the bills?bla bla bla.. do all bridezellas feel the same? its 9 a.m and i am sleepyyyyy..ZZZZzzzzZZZzZZZZZZZZZzzzZ happy weekend!! (i want to sleep the whole day)