be herself.self love.and alot of it.

27 years go, i was born healthy and happy.i was (and still ;p) the bundle of joy to mummy and daddy as i am a wanted baby girl after they have 2 boys.my daddy always said "dulu-dulu eniz kecik jer" whenever i discus with him about my wedding. -__- i am ur baby girl always rite? now 27 years after, i am still a kiddy.acted childishly.but most of the time i keep trying, keeping lossing until i win.that is life after all. Dear Allah..thanks alot for make this little creature breathe in this challenging life, for gimme strenght and pull me up whenever i am loss and vain,for calming my tears and fears, for the rezeki and umur yang dipanjangkan, for the lovely people around me as well as enemies, for the lovely heart that u lend to me..i keep on improving myself to be a better person and muslimah..insyaallah. dear my parent..thanks for get married and got me.hehe.kudos for raise me up and lead me to a better man.tho sometimes i alwasy cringing and whine about my job and o...

tommorow is my birthday. perlu ke kau cakap banyak kali .hehe.its me after all.i like to make small thing big.and big thing bigger..haha. Fahmi has informed me we will have dinner to death and movie.late night movie.isn't that sweet telling me my birthday plan?he is sweetest after all =) i didnt expect mountain of present tommorow.just pray "murah rezeki and panjang umor dan berbahagia selalu" kata-kata itu bukankan doa? dan semoga pintu langit terbuka menyambut doa kite semua. ameen.. p/s:teringat pulak tahun lepas dapat 3 bijik kek sekaligus.bukankah memori itu indah?

my boss bought me a new printer.i'll be happier if he hire me another assistant.and that assistant will assist me in facing all the directors (bosses) and management team. thats only task for him.ok i'll prefer guy because he will never cry no matter how hard the situation is. why facing the top management is crucial thing? 1) we/i will prepare to the top of the world, but they'll ask u underground this is my fault anyway, not well prepare 2) im asking regarding A but they will speak  Finish and French and then come back to B.u want asnwer for A?keep dreaming.go back to your place and think.deeply.because Finish , French and B is considered connect to each other, as they think boleh mengundang high blood pressure 3) i need half day leave because yesterday i had worked around the clock, but i will get a talk regarding "kerja dengan ikhlas" -________-" 4) i demand for salary raise..u can guess already.... wtfun tough time tough people

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happppyyyyy holiday guyssss..have fun and be fabolous.jgn nakal2 ok!

at this moment im thinking i want to breakoff my relation with Zila. nowaday, my eyes almost pop whenever i visit her fb wall.why she sells coach handbagsssss???how she get??i wannnntttt alllllllllllll of them.i want for free of course.who said i wanna to pay? but sadly, she wont let me get for free.or maybe i will suggest her to conduct  competition (like all the online seller do nowadays) and will force everybody to anticipate, in order to get free handbag.and thats for me,for sure. what to do now, i have to save money remember?but dun worry.once i settle about the most important thing in my life, i will pay revenge.period.

its been way long since i started blogging.way back in 2004.thats was in friendster.omg!!!i think i should delete my account. well, i saw visitors and make me think (in the morning) are those gadget manupulating my blur thinking??from all around the world?hey come drop some comment.i want to hear urs to.ok,let say HI first =) and i did check nuffnang.i earn some too.wehuuuuuu..after long waiting.but that amount is wayyyyyy tooooo little compare to other bloggers. but anyhow...money or not i still enjoy writting...or izzit whining??hehe. happy tuesday guys!!!