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Week 39 : sabar

Sitting n leisuring at home is such a bless from almighty God.i could lazing around, check my inbox,clean up the mess,making breakfest for darling f and well sleep for a while without worrying my boss will ring me in the middle.

But

Being in this waiting game (as the blog always said) is sometimes a bit tough or errr verryyy toughhh.ecspecially when I think I should hv follow my to do list but then again looking at my growing belly,make me cut almost 80% of what have been listed.up until now,i read n recall thousand of tips for easy and (not so) quick delivery.i felt desperate now -___-

Update on my week 39 and 2 days:

- Current weight is 72kilo *cries
- Baby estimation is 3.2 kilos
- I lost appetite abit
- could feel the baby's is turning down. Rase geli kat bawah
- exhausted
And I couldnt sleep properly!!!

almost cried in the middle of the night becos of my lower back was soooo throbbing pain.i need my rest but nothing I could do except putting more pillows around me.thats help a little.

By the time im blogging this entry, my puffy feet is (look) quite happy now.they arent puffier like the whole past few weeks!!!!maybe it is the labor sign???god please! I am now comprehend why people felt desperate to go to the labor rooooomm!

Dear diary pls pray for smooth delivery of the healthy and happy babyyyyyy boy.pls let me goes thru this with less and short pain, with all the strenght and pray from the love ones.

Yes.i can do this.

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