be herself.self love.and alot of it.

susah la jadi perempuan ni tambah-tambah bile ade banyak event macam jamuan atau rumah terbuke-kene pakai make up.bukan la kene tapi macam rasa diri tak cantik so tak confident bile duduk sebelah orang jelita.walaupon makeup ke tak sama je (-__-)" jadi sebab rasa banyak sangat hadiri rumah terbuke nak padankan dengan baju cantik perasan walalupon tak cantik ,banyak pakai make up, muke saya yang sensitif ni dah jadi merah and ade breakout skit.benci ok.sikit pon tak suke.eh tak boleh cakap camtu nanti si kecil merah tumbuh byk.tamau T_T pencuci muke pulak dah macam tak berkesan sangat bile hal merah ni dtg.*sigh. so semalam saya sapu minyak zaiton extra virgin punye.today memang nampak kurangnye.dah tade merah sangat tapi ade jerawat juge.tetapi masih boleh tolerant kalau nak pakai make up jugak. saya goggle and jumpe ini =) Olive oil promotes improvement of digestive system, improving work of a stomach, an intestines and a liver. It is recommended to eat regularly to meal some...

i don't have it. because? simple.i dun even know how to use it.i dun even master how to do the right thing once my left eye close,controlling the negative and positive balance, the composition the light the watever,I JUST don't know. see what i had done with his DSLR.i mean in term of taking pictures not erkkk..accidentally slip it from my hand (though i want to and see his REACTION..bahahaha) sile kan gelak T_T compare with theseeee: berenti gelak sekarang!

i read here about eggs yolk and find it interesting to share with.my entry will come up next =) Myth 1: Eggs are bad for your heart.   The Truth: Eggs do contain a substantial amount of cholesterol in their yolks—about 211 mg per large egg. And yes, cholesterol is the fatty stuff in our blood that contributes to clogged arteries and heart attacks. But labeling eggs as “bad for your heart” is connecting the wrong dots, experts say. “Epidemiologic studies show that most healthy people can eat an egg a day without problems,” says Penny Kris-Etherton, Ph.D., R.D., distinguished professor of nutrition at Penn State University. For most of us the cholesterol we eat doesn’t have a huge impact on raising our blood cholesterol; the body simply compensates by manufacturing less cholesterol itself. Saturated and trans fats have much greater impact on raising blood cholesterol. And a large egg contains only 2 grams of saturated fat and no trans fats. The American Heart Association recommend...

do you know what is the main ingredient in order to make a beautiful perfect scrapbook?lotsa paper?tons of decorations?actually it is simple than you think.its your honesty that come from within.isn't that sound lame?lame or no lame still you have to put your trust on me. did you remember last ramadhan i mumble about starting my scrapbook for him?as a birthday present i stated.and i got stuck in the middle of my room with the recently bought papers,glue,scissors, ribbon and whatnot.everything were ready to use.but i dun even know how to get started.pity me. i was quite stress.and still push my heart to continue.unfortunately i failed.the only thing that i done when i had spend almost 2 hours was a logo of 25.was so tired back then.added the tension was i have to sit on the floor.dun have to mention the bellow feeling at my back bone and the muscles. that was it. suddenly i,after hari raya,i realized i haven't complete my scrapbook mission.T_T so i continue.tinggg!!!!i just...

fall in love with this song =)

im suppose to pay the debt to God today.nak ganti puase la.just left quite few days of syawal.minus all the Open house and small gathering i have to attend and EAT, lessen the numbers of days i cud fasting.before its too late i want to finish up my replacement of fasting.harap-harap la. yesterday i spoke to him and request him to awake me up,roughly 5 am.yes hardly wake up that early,so by calling me i really hope i cud easy peasy get up and sahur by myself.but boy i was wrong indeed!!i dun even heard the ringing of my phone left alone the ringing clock!duh i was awoke almost 7 o'clock.and noticed lots of miscalled and smses.sorry dear.i was errr...tidur mati.really sorrryyy. after stumbled at my desk 8 something i called him me: Morning dear! him: hai sayang! me: soryyyy.. bla..bla..bla..(making up tons of excuses) him: its ok. awak puasa tak? me:tak..hehe him: *silent a while ..eeeee terukk.. me: laughinggggg loudly him: tak pe la saya puase je.dah lama tak buat puasa enam. ...

Bubbly by Colbie Calliat Will you count me in? I've been awake for a while now you've got me feelin like a child now cause every time I see your bubbly face I get the tinglies in a silly place It starts in my toes and I crinkle my nose where ever it goes I always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go The rain is fallin on my window pane but we are hidin in a safer place under covers stayin dry *(safe) and warm you give me feelins that I adore  It starts in my toes make me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go What am I gonna say when you make me feel this way I just........mmmmmm It starts in my toes make me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time where ever you go I've been asleep for a while now You tucked me in just like a child n...

bukan teman saya..tapi tolong teman saya.dah mintak aida teman saya ke rumah mak Fahmi.tak mungkin lah die nak teman saya kan.sob sob.kene pegi.last sekali jumpe mak die masa kakak die kawen tahun lepas.haha.tak ke sekejap tu.so dah hari raya ni kene la visit jugak.emmmm..Aida boleh kan teman.hehe.pleaseeee.nnti Fahmi belanja McD.bukan i tanak pegi sesorang tapi i segan laa.tak biase ngan mak die.so nak bagi biase kene la jumpe selalu (-_-)" hari ini pergi open house tak?tak larat la nak makan mcm paus (bek kata akak penol).so kalau dalam sehari ade 2,3 rumah saya aim nak makan dessert je.pudding ke.kek ke.agar-agar ke.tapi lagi la manis kan.nnti kencing manis.tapi semalam pukul 8.30 ade jemputan open house.9.30 majlis nikah.so mcm mane nak makan? dekat open house ade nasik tomato.marvellous ok.tak kan nak tengok tuan rumah dah jenuh pelawa (<-----alasan la tu) .jadi makan la jugak sikit. then pegi majlis nikah..aduhhh..terlambat.dorg dah bedal.tinggal bawang goreng je.mcm ma...

  ~~~~~Wishing u SELAMAT HARI RAYA ~~~~~~MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN just came back from my father's hometown.. just took my bath.. look in my face..still the very same girl who ocasionally has breakout.damn. the most vital thing is i will start carrying the workload again tomorrow since my CPU absence few days before raya.i got debt to be settle before the report came out and meeting and whatever.. have fun!!! eat.eat.eat

first before going too far let make this things clear first: - CPU. checked - Job. checked - Digi Bill . checked. ok dah ok semua.rasa happy.tambah-tambah dapat bonus raya.lagi senyum lebar. alhamdulillah.berkat doa dan rezeki bulan ramadhan. hari ini mak buat kuih raya.tatau la ape nama die.tapi sedaaaaap sangat.rasa nak abis kan je.hehe.mak memang best.tapi agak terkilan sebab mak cakap nak buat sama2 masa cuti weekend.tapi sebab sebokkk bersopping mana lah ade masa nak uli tepung kan. so besok mak nak buat lagi sejenis.biskut makmur dan mama carries.so nanti u all dah ade anak-anak buat la dengan dorang.mesti rasa sangat gembira dapat buat sama2.sebab dari dulu pon kitaorang adik bradik buat biskut sama2 ngan mak.walaupon hangus tapi tetap rasa sedap.hehe. so ade dua hari lagi sebelum bercuti raya.mean khamis la saya start cuti.bored la.ade yang dah start cuti hari ni.tak pela nanti saya pun cuti jugak.u all pun sama i tau.so sama2 bercuti dan bergembire.

praise to Almighty Creator,we have come this far at 23rd day in the holy month of Ramadhan. another few days to go through and insyaallah we will be stronger than ever.the 23 days is not a short period of time when we have to refrain ourselves from many things,not only food and beverages,mind you.so..if u get tested a lot during the holy month, mean Allah still loves you by giving you the rain and storm before rainbow . Selamat terus berpuase dan membuat persiapan raya yang ala kadar