be herself.self love.and alot of it.

After i successfully delivering my baby, i told my husband no baby anymore.i was in episotomy pain, hard to walk,aches all over my body and breast.God Please Forgive me. i even couldn't get through my mind to post an entry about it.was it tooooooo traumatic?hahahaa.. welll...yess!nobody (included the docs and nurses) could touch me without hearing me half scream or resist.i was in major traumatic of my life. i did some small reading on how to calm during the labour pain.but the labour pain itself..emmm..i hardly describe.but after i went through it im sooo proud myself for the great pain endured.looking back i could cracked some smile.plus i only took the gas to reduce the pain.no epidural. why is there an unbearable pain? i wish i know.sometimes, my naughty mind said, why can't the baby just come out painlessly? so it is easy for the mother and the baby to bond.right? how to overcome the pain? sadly, only time will tell!!!haha..i was in 5 hours of ...

i don't have any idea what its like to be when you have your job(and u wish to keep it) and in the same time you have to handle a family too. especially with a small creatures known as baby. they are very demanding indeed.however its your job to fulfill their need.oh and btw their smile and smell makes u so melted and fall in love over and over again.no matter how they acted before. after a month of handling him by our self, i discover many things have to be revamped.our chores,our travelling time, our tv time.. (i think must be everything right?) but up until this time i like everything. and i love the most that i have a baby ( and a husband to whine hehe ). an indescribable feeling.when you are lazily wake up in the morning, but when you popped your head to the baby cot, he's already wake up, with a smile and a carry-me-hand. baby smile alot in the morning aren't they? and since our little D has started solid, mummy has to go extra hour and thinking on he...

Our bundle of joy is in town now,don’t  you know?me is extremely happpppyyy..despite being extra mile and exhausted, am a  happy mother again.hence the restriction on posting entry hehe. Daniyel is now 5 month and 2 week. What a journey we have been through honey munchkin. You taught us soooo manyyy things.and we never get enough of you.never. So here are Daniyel milestone for the record:    Able to roll over and roll back       Currently trying to clap (I guess as he keep on pat his hands on to his stomach which is not comfortable for mummy to digest)   Not a crying baby. He is sooo good masyaAllah   Weight : 8.4 kilos height:69cm        Loves see people chatting Loves Daddy’s houlder soo much.he even sleep on it Still taking Anmum step 1 Baby will turn 6 month in 2 weeks time.mummy is quite excited to start with the solid food.yay!!! And not to forget..would like to wish you guys Selam...

NOTES: this is a personal review.lain baby lain kulitnya. masa sebelum Daniyel lahir,saya dah survey2 la nak beli untuk newborn jenama apa.lepas survey and tawakal saya pun memilih drypes.tapi sebab dapat hadiah pampers huggies satu pek yang besar,maka habiskan la dulu. jom kite check it our review 1) Huggies for newborn. quite good untuk Daniyel. sebab masa pantang baby popoo kerap so kerap la tukar jugak.dalam 2 jam sekali macam tu.masa dalam pantang baby takde masalah nappy rash.alhamdulillah.bau kencing pun tak kuat. 2) drypers Daniyel memang agak chubby compare to peer.or memang size drypers ni agak kecik?so peha our little D agak merah.saya tukar ke satu size lebih besar.pada anak saya nampak nya drypers ni selesa la agak nya. sebab memang xde nappy rash langsung and penah la jugak bocor kalau bagi baby tido mengiring.so stick to this sampai la baby berumur 4 bulan. 3) Diapex premium waduhhh..mummy memang suka experimental bab membeli tapi telah membuat langkah ya...

#1 – Pertama, dia kata muliakan ibu bapa. Doa ibubapa adalah segala galanya. Ia tiada hijab terus termakbul. Raikan ibubapa. jaga mereka sepanjang usia. Doakan mereka apabila telah tiada. #2 – Jaga masa. Ia datang dan berakhir. Urus masa antara 5 waktu solat. Atur kerja dengan sebaik cara. Pada setiap waktu ada perkara yang kita mulakan. Ada di masjid sebelum azan. masuk waktu terus solat. Selepas solat bertebaran berusaha cari rezeki. #3 – Berdoa dengan khusyuk. Serah pada Allah. Tawakal. Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita. #4 – Namun begitu kena usaha. Usaha pagi petang siang malam. Usaha sungguh sungguh. Usaha bermula dengan pasang niat. Lepas itu buat buat buat. Sampai dapat. Tidak dapat, usaha lain pula. Masa buat baca al Quran. Maka dia pun nasihatkan saya, “Orang yang membaca surah Al-Ikhlas satu kali sama ganjarannya dengan memperoleh ganjaran membaca sepertiga Al-Quran. Jadi jika membaca surat Al-Ikhlas tiga kali mendapat ganjaran seperti membaca satu Al-Quran. ...

haiiii..rindu sangat nak berblog ni.sangat-sangat rindu.rindu serindu rindu nye laa tak tau nak cakap. tetapi semenjak dah beranak satu ni jadi satu mcm punye kering idea.sungguh. Si kecil sekarang dah makin comel bambam dan bijak.alhamdulillah.sekarang pun dah mula demam2 sebagai tanda membina sistem imunisasi.bagus tu bagus la tapi mak bapak opah nenek makcik semua risau sebab demam.Little D relax je boleh main2.so cooollll Boyyy!!! so ape cerite nye pasal nursery Daniyel? Hari Isnin lepas mummy nye bercuti sebab nak hantar anak ke nursery dengan perancangan dapat la cek keadaan anaknya di taska pada hari pertama.rasa mcm satu macam punye terluka .masa hantar tu punye la banyak baby. sedangkan owner taska tu cakap cuma ade 4 baby sahaja.sangat tertipu.rasa nak marah pagi2 buta tu. Maka terpaksa la jugak hantar sebab yela mcm mane nak kerja next next day tu kan.dengan berat hati nya letak Daniyel. Dan die mencebik.haihhh.mak ayah dah mcm tak keruan nak tinggal kan anak. K...

The tenses are still around and clingy until I have occasional breakout, sleepless nights , being over emotional and I dun feel the joy of getting up and get ready to office.in fact I force myself to.simply because I will send little D to the nearby nursery. I don’t what to say, how to feel , what to react. I cries and whining towards everything. Eventually I realizes Allah take charge of everything. As a mom I keep on praying for my little boy safety and happiness