be herself.self love.and alot of it.

i was talking with my partner just now when he out of blue asking me to advertise himself at my facebook..crazy as it may sound, i acted cool,which is rare to me.i want to answer "xklaka ok".but instead i uttered the differ words.am cool enuf? man is man. no matter how manly they wanted to be still on the hand wanted to be naughty as well. i know i sound unsecure enuf but is it ur man can love u until u feel secure in his deep bottom heart?sumtime i feel the other way, tho he doubt it. do have any ideas when ur man talk about 'madu'? honestly..i hate it and i dun want to answer it and i want to pretend that the person spill the bean is not him,which is not.lelaki kan.mmg la suke bab ni.but for us,women,for me,we tend to feel that this is the heartbroken question that men shud wisely said and of course wisely acted.not only for the good of being "us" but in the same time,make you guys THING BEFORE TALK.

finally i came here.. finally..i wrote back..its what i've decided today.. *********************** finally tommorow is fridayyyyyyyyyyyy..yayy!!!!how much i loong for friday.not because i'll have party or meeting my favorite guy but im really tired of the whatnots of my job.see??i am tired of the process actually but still in love with works itself.the processes are so complicated plus dealing with complicated and unprofessional people keeping me unawake every morning.. i feel like sick now people!!!!

i drag myself this week for Friday..and its not heaven ok.when everyday wake up with the question "is it Friday?" is no way cool.orang pemalas je buat macam tu ok. But finally friday is here.and i am so cool about it when i woke up early just to make the Friday wayyyyy better and well managed.but there is another but.i've got gastric today and im halfway to take my mc when later i refused since i am too lazy to come back with unarranged workload. thats no way cool ok. soooo..hows you raya last minute prep? tonight itself my mum will bake the delicious chocolate cake to bring back to my father's hometown.by now (lunch hour) my sisters are struggling with the crowd to pick theirs attire as the custom made one arent ready yet. since raya, insyaallah, on Sunday, i would like to wish all of you Selanat menyambut hari raya..minta maap salah dan silap...

rase malasnye nak menaip tapi hati still nak.nak cite ape eh??ok2.last weekend me and my favourite guy planning to go to my best friend's wed. since his class ended late evening, saya berpure2 late dari die utk bersiap. and fortunately the reception was held at night. janji pukul 8 cam tu tapi dekat2 9 baru wanita kalut ini siap.siap pon mcm berperang...penat haku.then latter i realized the place was quite far and tatau celah mana.isk..dua2 x tau yang best nye... we ended sesat. seriously lost allies. dekat 2 jam cari jalan nak g Bandar Tasik Permaisuri.mcm biase la haku blame him ;p hehe last2 g Midvalley , makan and balik umah dkt kul 2.. To Izaida...sori laaaa x dtg.tp sy masih mencintai kamu ;p Dear selamat berbahagia yang teramat sgt!!!

i were here immediately after thinking that Mrs Imran already give birth to her famous baby mcm ala2 anak Erra Fazira.tot must be veryyyyyyy cute and lovely (tho baby boy.tetapi adalah kiut jue) but dissapointed since die belum lagi.hehe..aku je yg mengelupur tak igt keje tak siap2 lagi.. i went straight to read her blog.everytime i did i always ketawa tibe2 and sorg sampai org sekeliling akan mmbuat muke pelik konon2 tak online time buat keje..sile jgn berpure2 okay..hehe.. i went to date with Mr Favourite Guy last weekend..its just lovely ;p but that some serious shit happened when haku period in his car.. me: awak..lepas ni saya nak beli seluar tau fg: ermmm..ok2... (bermuke biase) me: awk..ade plastik x? saya nak lapik ******** fg: * muke tahan gelak me: *muke mcm hampeh tu je...hehe

girlsssssss...i miss bloggin' but... i am almost C R aZZ YYyyyy... duh miss my dear blogger!!

i have lots a things coming up and unable to reconstruct my blog according to my initial plan. i just landed a job in audit firm and the task is hilarous as all the auditors have known it. plussssssss i am busy preparing for my graduation day as i have to complete few steps and regulations. juggling with both of this is ridiculous dearies!! but i am in Penang to attend lovely Ana's reception.yeayyyyy!cant wait for the small gathering too. to ANA we prayyy for your happinessss!!! and then we will head to UUm to collect my jubah and back to Ipoh and work!! so next Saturday i'll be in UUm again for my graduation day on 29March... phuh